Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Purpose.

Everyone is told that they are on this Earth to fulfill a purpose. I feel like every time i am close to graduating/reaching a new unfamiliar territory in life, i regress to this place where i feel lost.

I've been really pensive lately, wondering how to better the situation and find a way out of this routine that i'm so bored of. Never really been a person that likes falling into routines....

Feeling lost is a horrible feeling, you don't know what's next or what to expect. It's hard to lay out your goals when you are unsure of the future and what is to come.

I was told to find a new hobby to eliminate that feeling. How do i do that when i already have a pretty busy schedule? Plus, knowing that I am very ambitious and strive for better, a hobby isn't the answer to this feeling.

All i know is that everyday that passes right now feels like a day wasted when i have no idea what my goals are past this June's graduation.